future.

I don't know why i love this pic so much. I've never been to jungle and i think i should go there for once in my entire life. I need an adventure. An adventure to know about the meaning of living and myself. Am actually a coward ,you've no idea. but now I'm gonna be strong i don't want people take care of me i should i shall i need to be independent. I don't know what to do sometimes and i actually started worrying my life my future. I don't know if there is right or wrong for study the course that i always wanted or maybe i always dream of . Reality is totally not same with my dream ,its too cruel to let me know or accept, i never knew that i am supposed to be worried what I've chosen but now i do. It is quite confused i know and i discuss with my mom, what if i go hk for study actor training LOL i don't know what am i thinking maybe I'm crazy but what else i can do now.. Even every night i worry about this i still got a really happy noon with all my friends, i guess i will be very missing them  when i leave this place that i used to hate it so much. I WILL MISS ALL OF THEM SERIOUSLY.so I'm gonna make a clearly decision and heyyy pls don't be annoyed when you're reading this cause i guess everyone facing this kind of shit problems. Future is everything, please choose what you love and love what you do!omg I need to be optimistic I'm just too emotional haha anyway think about your future life tonight. always always always a sweet dream. nightzzzzz