Friday, 31 October 2014

Halloween day!

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31/10
can't believe time flies and here comes halloween day!
my brother's birthday tooooooo.
I don't know what I'm excited for  
just too early for me to sleep now lol
felt like need to being weirdo here again
playing badminton and jogging made my muscle aching now :0
need more excersie for this goddamn fat body and big butt.
I really can't imagine my sembreak gonna end soon 
and i actually did nothing but lifeless haha
But still pretty good enough!
cause I'm going to write a novel and oh hope it can being publish too.
Try my best .always.
nights !






Wednesday, 29 October 2014

bff

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我能做的也不多。
用视讯陪着你,
听你想抱怨的东西,
和你说一下我的意见。
我希望我自己就像是一个随心所欲的野孩子,
当你难过,我立马就飞到你面前,
和你疯狂地做一些神经病的事,
好让你忘了是谁伤透了你。

#17天。



Tuesday, 28 October 2014

withmysillygirls

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Tuesday with my precious silly girls.
I love this pic so much;)
It is raining outside but i felt so so warmed in my heart 
Thx for always be by my side
you guys brightened up my day! 
Im so appreciate . 
I missed when we gossip or laughing in car 
full of joyfulness and god knows how much i love this feeling. 
Girls,
never ever drifting apart okay?
I promise i'll bring both of you to caffe bene again loll
love you!









Sunday, 26 October 2014

water for elephants

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I spend my afternoon to watching this movie again.
there are not same feeling, though 
I felt surprised that when the storyline was still influence me so well.
I read this story before and i fall in love with everything in it 
the movie doesn't spoil me somehow i think the costume and set are perfect 
I love how they represent the 1931 the dark circus life and the joyfulness in every character.
all of the scenes look so classic and even every angle amazed me 
It show how brilliant Rosie (the elephant) is 
how sunny the magical place is 
and how wholehearted their love story is
those ages ago music blend into every corner of this movie.
its so so so called return to the ancients!
wow and Robert Pattinson was so good in this movie i think
he's perfectly for Jacob i can't !
His acting getting so much improve i guess
cause I'm not interested in Twilight so i can't compare how's he acting lol
Reese witherspoon the circus star,
let me and jacob know that a fairy, was existence.
I love the way they protect each other 
particularly the ending showing us lot of the daily photos of marlena and jacob
honestly this whole thing is fascinated.
Amazingly beautiful .
I felt like I'm just awake in my magical dream.
oh this is why i love movie and I'm gonna rock it one day heh.


happy sunday everyone.












Saturday, 25 October 2014

whatcanido

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TF IDK WHAT CAN I DO.
TRYING SO HARD TO COMFORT MY FRIENDS
AND ALSO COMFORT MYSELF.
AND NOW I TOTALLY REALISED 
IM NOT A GOOD FRIENDS AS I ALWAYS TOLD YOU GUYS BEFORE
WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR 
DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT MY FEELING DEEP IN THE HEART 
YOU KNOW WHAT
EVERYTIME I SAW THOSE SHITTY TWEET OR MSG OR WHATEVER 
IM GONNA BANG MYSELF 
CAUSE I KNWO IM NOT THE ONLY ONE 
AND YOU KEEP REMINDING ME 
FOR YOU !SOMEHOW IM JUST LIKE DISPENSABLE
OK DONE 
I WONT BLAME MYSLEF ANYMORE 
CAUSE I STARTED NOT TO CARE THOSE FUCKING SHITTY STUOID RUBBISH 
FRIENDS,
STILL FRIENDS.
ALWAYS. 
I GOT NO IDEA WHAT AM I TYPING BUT WHO CARES!!!!



句点。

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现在我们说的喜欢,
已经不像是以前那种纯纯的爱恋了。
不知道什么开始,
我很害怕别人在我身上投入时间,
我曾经被别人那样刺伤,
我不想我自己也成为伤害别人的那个。
这世界太大,也有太多的可能性,
人来人往,很难去握住你想留住的人。
好吧,一句说到底。
喜欢就喜欢,不喜欢就不喜欢。
那些该死的误会还是纠缠,
全都解决吧。
我不需要每个人的阿谀奉承还是呵护备至,
我会告诉我自己,所有事情靠自己!









Tuesday, 21 October 2014

1138

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我开始有点讨厌假期了。
窝在床上看着天花板,
漫无目的,无所事事。
我发觉活在电影里的女主角真好,
她们永远那么漂亮,那么有骨气。
她们可以离家出走,
去一场冒险,或是去疯狂的和姐妹撒野。
她们的生活,
是我永远能想像,能写出来,能听人家说,
却是我不可能经历的。
也许这是为什么我很喜欢看电影吧,
因为看的当儿,我真的很羡慕每个人。
我有太多想做的事,
可是我也有太多顾虑。
可能我还幼稚,所以爸妈总担心。
我觉得我很坏,
因为有时候我觉得自己无法负荷他们的过度担心。
我好想告诉他们,
我想做一些我以后会感谢自己的事情。
不管那个过程我难过还是受伤与否,
我都不会后悔。
可是他们不能明白,
就像有时候我也不能明白他们一样,对不起。



Monday, 20 October 2014

bff

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I tell him how stingy i am.
and he told me a story.
I just realised if you're really care about someone,
this is why you feel jealous all the time.
not only relationship but bff too.
okay.
I admit it. you're so so so important to me.





Sunday, 19 October 2014

my-nonsense

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hey guys!
my holiday started and 
this is pretty awesome even i don't have any plan yet lol.
oops wait!
I'm waiting for my fav movie *love,rosie
i wanna watch it so badly.
I swear I will be go for the first day when it has shown up!
Okay,
am actually still make another plan too,
like sleep early wake up more early or start my diet plan etc..
i know its quite useless haha I'm just too bored .
Look at those pic that stick on my wall,
it always remind me of every silly moment.
Even the awkward unicorn make me feeling joyful too.
One day,
the wall of my whole room will be full of this joyfulness too.
cause i am going to stick all my work on to the wall until there is no space.
surely be scold my lovely mommy ,
but who cares. I'm getting 20 or maybe officially 20? haha
i think I'm over bored now,should sleep to stop saying nonsense .
Sweet dreams everyone!












Friday, 17 October 2014

:(

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我像孩子一样和家人抱怨。
说着今天发生的倒霉事情,
原来我还是一样,
像以前一样。
那么没用那么爱哭,
也许那些小事真的就只是小事,
可是我感觉所有的努力好像被抹杀,
我只是突然很累很累,
我想睡一觉,我想明天起来又是好的一天。
嘿邓悦昕,你不是温室里的小花,
记得记得要更加努力,不要轻易被打败。
折腾了一天,我真的好累。
不过明天过后,我会更好。
我最开心的就是,
我在难过的时候,吃了我喜欢的冰淇淋口味。
而它,真有那一秒神奇地让我忘却了这些不快乐。

Thursday, 16 October 2014

:*

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I always feeling terrible.
i think i need a robot to love me,
cause robot got no feeling when i bite him,
and it will still stay beside me.
It would always care and protect me ,
help me settle up all of those shitty things i messed up.
Use hair dryer to blow dry my hair,
and i can always being crazy or rude in front of him,
he will just looked into my eyes and laugh ,
use his clumsy hand to set aside my hair, 
tell me how much he loved me.
He will warm me up when I'm suffer in my period,
make me feeling better with his smile.
I am bad-temperature.
and this unreal robot will never abandon me,
he try to calm down all my unhappy and moody,
he just want me always be his happy girl,
he is willing to eat all my upset ,trouble,annoyance.
I am going to make this robot real one day. 
no one can hurt me when he's around .
cause we are meant to be together ,
my future robot. 
I'm waiting for you.


Sunday, 12 October 2014

迷你。

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下午四点零九分,
屋外下起了倾盆大雨。
我爬到围墙外看着隔壁家的迷你。
它的铁链太短,
雨不断从篱笆外喷进来,
而它却是无处可逃。
它的大眼睛清澈而诚恳地望着我,
它是那么勇敢,
在轰雷声中不发出一句呻吟。
反观我家的每只狗儿,
在屋子里却还是怕得瑟瑟发抖,
我更同情迷你了。
我无法做出任何的改变,
我希望雨别下那么大,
我怕它淋湿了。
不是没屋瓦遮头,可怜的是有屋瓦也遮不了头 :(
我不知道它被主人丢在外头的心情,
我无法体会。
雨越下越大,我越心疼它。
拜托,不要下雨了。




Saturday, 11 October 2014

0110

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我开始会讨厌我自己。
处理事情永远不妥当,
我最不应该就是这样。
我给自己太多借口,
多得有时候我自己都不想去思考。
我希望我还是个孩子,
做我喜欢做的事,
永远觉得开心的东西都很简单。
总是在想,我到底该怎么办。
以后怎么办。现在怎么办。
不该烦的全都拿来烦。


Wednesday, 8 October 2014

girlsbeinggirls

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He appeared in my eyes.
black T-shirt, blue jeans.
Warm smiles, and those sunshine behind him.
I smiled. I touched.I melted.

Girls,always love silly things,
silly boy,silly mind.

Sunday, 5 October 2014

love,rosie

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My Macbook's wallpaper !
i can't wait for this movie to show up,
not because of the story line but lily collins! 
Seriously,she is one of my fav actress.
idk why I'm really in love with her smile,or maybe everything.
but she actually present a very stylish fashionable sense and oh my,
those eyebrows which i would never had once in my life :(

Honestly,
i admire of ppl stable relationship.
everytime ,everywhere when i saw lot of the couples ,
cuddling together,chatting excitement, even eating or watching movie,
you can't imagine is i'll get jealous.
They make me think of every time I've been broke up with someone else,
EVERY PROMISE IS NOT A PROMISE BUT LIES.
ALL OF YOUR DISBURSEMENT IS BULLSHIT.
is there really someone can love you and hold you tight ,
they don't really mind your past,your scar,your imperfect,
they just simply want you to stay in the rest of their life.
It is just that simple but sincerely.

well,I'm so excited for this movie!:)
gonna work more hard for my work now,
byeeee!


Saturday, 4 October 2014

哥。

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我一直很想念哥哥。
我不喜欢通过发达科技来和他聊天,
可也唯有这些电子产品可以让我和保持联系。
我今天终于把我的水彩独角兽彩完了,
也把我的完成品上传给他看。
三个小时过后,
他发了这张我觉得最美的独角兽给我。
我是一个爱哭包。而通常,这些就是我爱哭的原因。
我发现我越来越想念他,
如果他还在,他可以陪我熬夜一起做功课。
如果他还在,他可以笑我的画工有多么不如他。
如果他还在,他会指导我哪里做得不够好。
他离开的两年,我习惯了两年。
而今天,他告诉我,
我的老妹20岁了,竟然也老了。
奇迹的连画画也进步了。
我真的很想告诉他,
无论我多少岁,
我仍然很喜欢粘着你,要你带我出去。:’)
我知道他很想鼓励我,
所以我会很努力,也会很用心。
这只独角兽,无人能替代。
已经很久很久没有人叫我妹妈了,
你快点回来啊,邓彦恺!
我还要等你带我去日本迪斯尼 :*
我们要一起加油,一起给爸爸妈妈买新屋子。





Thursday, 2 October 2014

girlsbeinggirls

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You've no idea how childish is a girl.
she can totally mad at you with no reason,
and forgive you anytime that she wanted.
Of course,
she would never ever think it is her fault,
cause she thought that she will never goes wrong in her mind.
Even she knew the problem is based on her,
she'll never admit it.
Sometimes girls is sentimental than everyone ,
and also,the most arrogant living creature in this world.
oh well,
most of them being overbearing all the time too.
I am one of them. lol


Wednesday, 1 October 2014

1205

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十月。
这世界如海般无边无际,
可我却轻而易举看到了你。
我不明白为什么你的一颦一笑会成就我的快乐,
甚至你的眉头也会让我懊恼。
我记得你说的每个笑话,
它们让我笑得见牙不见眼;
也记得你像孩子一样,
会对我眨眼耍别扭。
我开始疑惑为什么每个晚上睡觉要想你一遍,
你穿的衬衫,你在逗我笑,你那些冷笑话,你那个炙热的眼神。
它们开始在我脑海旋转,嘴角竟也会微微上扬。
我想起了你所做的一切,
它们藏在我心里,像被唤醒的灵魂。
以迅雷不及掩耳的速度,
掩盖了我所有思绪。
千思百转,仍毫无头绪;
我想,这也许又是一场甜美而不真实的美梦。
而美梦,通常都不会有实现的一天。
但你,仍然是点缀了我黑夜的一颗星。
触手可及,却又遥不可及。